Current mood: cold...
Current music: Darude like a maufucker!

Blagh. Spring break was good I suppose. x_x I don't remember half the shit I did. Tuesday is just blank. I got caught in a handy dandy thunderstorm walking home from work on Wednesday... fun shit... Peter and I hung out with Ski at KK's, then I was uber bored because EVERYBODY besides me was at the Rave watching Mudvayne, so Olivia came over afterwards... and left... and I rolled with Bryan and went to work the next day. That is one thing I would NEVER recommend. So that night after work I conked out at 8 and Dieter, that fucking asshole, decided to pound the shit out of our faucet for THREE HOURS and woke me up at noon this morning. Fuckin... grr... >< DIE UGLY! *shakes fist* ... *sigh* I can't bitch though. He's a cool guy. I chilled by myself and my Playstation until poor Olive came over after a night of shitty partying. Hung around and smoked until the baseball game with Kristin, Peter and Stevie. God fucking dammit, WHO besides those baseball fuckers charges $3.25 for a 20oz Mountain Dew?! Even the zoo is only $2.00. @_@ Saw Jay and Nic there, so that was neat. Kristin wanted me to take some LSD seeds or some shit and after reading this lovely article on the nauseating wonders it puts your body through on a trip, I decided against it. I swear... she is one fucked up bitch. Anyway, went back to Steve's and now I'm here with my RETARDED COMPUTER THAT I HATE WITH ALL MY SPIRIT AND HP AND MP AND EXP AND STRENGTH AND WILLPOWER! GAHHHHHHHHHH! >< ASSHOLE!

Now. Because I can torture you all... you all must torture me back and fill this out. *fist* YOU MUST. Feel free to steal, I love filling these suckers out.

1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

Appearance
Do you like my-

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

Do think I'm-

22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:

Personality

Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..

40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

In the last week have you..

50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me?:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:

Have I..

61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

68. Are you happy you know me?:
69. How did we meet?
70. When did we meet?
71. Would you change anything about our past?
72. If so, what?

If you could...

73. Give me a new name, what would it be?
74. Turn me into an animal, what would it be?
75. Write a song about me, what genre of music would it fall into?
76. Do anything with me, what would it be?
77. Run away with me, would you?

78: Describe me in five syllables:




Buchy rocks. \m/ And Corsten like no other.

Current Mood: nyaaa...
Current Music: It's Time - Corsten

Spring break is so weird, I don't know -what- to think. So Thursday I chilled with Stevie and naturally, it was fun. Friday night I worked and went to Van's.... as usual, very fun. Although... two Pure Molly's are WAY too much for me to fucking handle. Pure Molly's are awesome, but they hit hardcore and don't last very long. So after a couple hours the first started to wear off and Van had already had his second, so I took another...... and lo and behold, 45 minutes and some disgustingly severe jawlock later I was puking my fucking guts out in his trash can. Sexy. Doesn't help that I'm an uber lightweight, either. ~_~; So I think he got a little T.O.'d after that, so we went to Muente's place and just dinked around and I was like in a fuckin coma, just sitting there, not sleeping because the E was still there, yet not really awake because people aren't made to stay awake for 36 hours. *sigh* Unfortunately, the night was basically over for me and I went home at 11 Saturday morning. SO, I slept and went to Stevie's and dinked around... then yesterday I went to Stevie's again, and Abbey and Adam, Peter and Kristen came over. Three-way coupleage! FUN! It was odd, actually. Kristen was rolling on a Pure Molly I THINK. Hard to tell with that bitch. Such a horny, bisexual girl... no respect for someone saying no. x_x At least Stevie was great about it, the poor guy.
So now, it happens to be Monday and I've done not a SINGLE THING except play FFIX and fuck around online. The atmosphere of today just sucks ass. I walked outside at 10 this morning and I was sweating like a pig, and everybody and their children decided to come over and revel in our sunny living room, assholes. So the atmosphere of the daylight hours is completely ruined if you ask me. Doesn't help that we have no drapes or blinds of any kind on our windows. *sigh* PLUS...... I would love to go and puke my guts out right now just for the fun of it. Definitely won't happen unless I waste another fifty bucks on two pills.

I work tomorrow and I need clothes. Dammit.

-Elf

Current Mood: mostly satisfied...
Current Music: Shining Collection - Nittle Grasper

Tonight was pretty eventfull I spose. I went to Olivia's after school and we just like... did absolutely nothing. Can you say boring? Aha! Then Becca came and we went to Node; awesome place. Awesome people. We talked with this old lesbian couple for almost three hours and they were humorous. I was smoking like a flippin chimney and one of the chicks was from northern Minnesota, which rocked hardcore. XD That's basically my night. Blaire, Steve, Andrew and I were supposed to go to George Webb, then you know, have some time to *cough* "cuddle". Ahahahaa. Yeah. That didn't happen because... hmm.... Blaire SUCKS?! Oh wait, I meant she's awesome and beautiful.



I love Stevie.

Current Mood: irritated...
Current Music: 18 and Life - Skid Row

So people are pissing me off. Everybody's so selfish, they just do whatever they feel like doing despite any plans made. AGH. I'll kill you all. I'll stick needles under your sheets and I'll poison your french fries, assholes.

I went to Mayfair today by myself and it was refreshing. I went to Hot Topic, Libby Lu, Viktor Viktoria, Victoria's Secret and Suncoast. Quite sexy if I do say so. -Finally- got myself a Guns n Roses shirt... and Victoria's Secret perfum. HOW SEXY IS THAT?! I'm too good-smelling for myself. It's "Fantasy" by Dream Angels. :D Not too cheap though. x_x

SooOoOooOooo, now that I'm -not- going to Node, I guess I'll just clean until I probably do something with Olive later. #_#



Mugsy Pike + Elegant Gothic Lolita? o.o

Current Mood: sleepy...
Current Music: Era - DDR

I do not WANT to go to work tomorrow.

Somebody blow up the library.

Then shoot me.

BLAGH! Nyeh! Today at school sucked major balls. Seriously, probably the worst Friday I've had in years and years... that is, up until school was over. Muahahaha! Much DDR/smoking/eating out. I heart you doods. *sigh* Tomorrow I work, but then I get to hang out with Stevie so that makes it better. I love you Stevie!!! <333 THEN Sunday, hopefully I'm shopping my ass off before Bonny gets home and ruins my life. *sigh*



Ville Valo is hot, I don't care who you are. So time to go watch the Kenshin OVA preview over and over. x_x

Current Mood: cozy...
Current Music: Hands on the Bible - Local H

Woo! So uh... about this weekend sucking. n_n; I came home from school and packed, then stayed up all night packing... then Saturday I woke up at 6 to go to work. Got home, moved, unpacked, packed more, etc, then went to Alex's house and it RAWKED!!! ^O^ I spent the night for once, and fun times man! We watched Final Fantasy: The Spirits Within, which I love, and Berserk; I was getting SO into it, because Griffith is so damn sexy, then suddenly... the goddamn Blockbuster DVD started skipping so bad, we couldn't watch anymore. >< >< >< NYER!!!!!!!!!!! *STOMP* So sometime when Alex buys the boxed set I'll have to watch it. ~_~; And she gave me a Digi Charat poster! :DDD I HEART YOU ALEX!!! <333

Hmmmm. So my dad was being really sassy on Sunday. I came home from Alex's and he made us clean out the old apartment and whatnot ALL DAY, and he wouldn't let me go to Node with Becca and Olive. I was pretty pissed. SO, hopefully we're going this weekend, and also hopefully, the rest of this week will be fun. ~_~ Homework has been a bitch. Ah well... at least the good mood is lasting for some twisted reason. >D

I've been having... these weird thoughts lately. ...Like... is any of this for real... or not? -Sora, Kingdom Hearts

Current Mood: sleep flushed...
Current Music: Can't Stop Loving You - Ray Charles

I feel like picking up a set of stringed glowsticks and weaving through a crowd of sexy kandi kids. DAYS GO BYYY AND STILL I THINK OF YOU. Days when I could not live my life without you. I love kandi kids, and I don't see how anybody -can't-! They're so precious! "Want some candy?? ^.^ *hands you a bracelet* **HUGSHUGS**" Precious. I wanna grow up and be a kandi kid!! Love comes again: just when I've broken out of love, love can come again. Techno mood. Severe one. ~_~; Tomorrow is Friday and that makes me happy... even though I'm moving right after school, aha! ^_^; So today after school I was taking a nappy and burning this awesome candle and staring at my new Kenshin wallscroll, and my dad comes in and he's like... "Yeah. FYI. Bonny is staying up north for another week." O_O *heart failure*



Does this remind anybody of intense techno-age? o_o;

Current Mood: evil...
Current Music: Bo V - Ismand (Curse Remix)

Hmm. It snowed today and that bothers me, because I thought winter was almost over. ;o; The first year I've hated it. I finally hung out with Stevie after a MONTH of not doing a thing, and it's pretty sweet. Hopefully we're doing something tomorrow, because his parents will be gone... bwahaha. Our SIX MONTH anniversary is next Friday. o_o Is that intense or is that intense? Wow. I've never been in a relationship and actually talked to them everyday that lasted more than like... a month. *whistles* Ah well! ^_^ I've been downloading tons of techno even though my computer can't handle it, and I HATE that the best techno I hear is my sister's and I can't burn it. AND it's in Russian. What the shit is that?! *sigh* Well, I'm sleepy and everybody else is sleeping and I've got much work and sexual stuff going on tomorrow. So, TTFN.



Ahaha, I love Tatsuha. <3

Current Mood: nostalgic...
Current Music: Scarlet - Ayashi no Ceres

Hmm... I've been weird lately. n_n; Weirder than usual lately.** All I feel like doing is having some fuckin privacy and going out for a smoke, but that can't happen anymore because GRAGH. This week just wasn't mine, heh. Valentine's Day was good of course, but I was uber sick, then I got bronchitis, then I was puking everywhere, then I almost got a concussion. Not cool. And today is the fourth day in a row I've closed at work and it sucks balls!! Plus I had to cancel the plans with Alex and Stevie because of moving and whatnot and just grr. School is confusing at the moment, too. ~.~ BUT, omgomgomgomg, I'm so fuckin excited because Bonny, the stepmother, is up north until NEXT SUNDAY. *heart attack* Couldn't really get any better... but that means my dad, Laura and me get to do all the packing and all the moving. Whatever. Anything is better than having that demon in my house. =.O



P.S. O_O Brittney is selling me a Kenshin wallscroll. XoX

Current Mood: grouchy...
Current Music: Digimon Theme

Wow. Sooo, today is Valentine's Day and Rioty-kun's birfday, so HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY AND HAPPY BIRFDAY, RIOTY! ^O^ So I'm definitely in a yaoi/Taito/Taishiro/doujinshi lemon mood. ~.~; Today was interesting too, haha. Let's see... in P.E., we were taught how to play "whiffleball". o.O;;; It's quite pointless if you ask me, but there's no running so it floats my boat I guess. Stevie gave me this adorable teddy bear named Robert and chocolates and FLOWERS ((baby's breath and a rose)) in the morning... *cries* So sweet... and Olive and Stevie sent me valentines that I got first hour. How adorable is THAT?! I almost died, I tell you.

*sigh* All I feel like talking about is anime. >< I think Olive likes Rurouni Kenshin, and that makes me so happy it's retarded. OH YEAH, ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm... we're moving two buildings down the road. WHOA. That's quite intense and quite the pain in the ass. I guess my sister is getting proposed to tonight too, so yay for her. *sigh again* There's a four day weekend starting Friday, so hopefully Stevie will be ungrounded. If he's not I'll be a bit T.O.'d, kay?! There will -definitely- be much anime watch-age and manga read-age and Alex sleepover-age though. :3nod: Definitely.

*SIGH* It'd be so ridiculously nice if someone shoved a piano in front of me, because I haven't played anything but a shitty keyboard since June. And that was my cousin's piano for a weekend. *STOMP* So Stevie got his hair cut and it's precious. Nothing is as sexy as his old hair though, haha. <3 I suppose I've finally figured out my -obvious- taste in men. n_n; So ummm... time for some incense, some cigarettes and some anime. *scribbles in to-do list* :3



P.S. Fuck you, I happen to love Digimon.